heaven + hell

ok so i was cleaning my room and found this paper from a year ago.it was about heaven and hell and i wanna know ur opinion.i kno i already made a poll but idc. it was part of a report for the book "the wishlist"

"when i read the book it made me think...i wonder if i'm going to Heaven or Hell?it makes you want to change a lot about yourself, so you don't go to Hell.but then i thought about it...does anyone go to Hell?does it even exist?is it just something that people say to scare children into being good?but you hear about Heaven, and you think everyone goes to Heaven, but ow do you know that?does it matter?are Heaven and Hell just said to make people act perfect?are they even real?who knows.and if they do, how do they tell you about it?"i still dont know what my view of Heaven and Hell is yet, but i dont think i believe it, but i do at the same time.and how would you know if Heaven or Hell was real unless you died and went there?you wouldnt so you never truely know until youre dead!so why to people always say that if youre bad you go to Hell?what if, if you were bad you went to Heaven?see Heaven and Hell could be the exact opposite of what everyone says they are.but nobody can find out and tell someone for sure.

by the way, i wrote this paper thinking about how i felt when my uncle killed himself.thats sorta where i got the connection to the book.this book really made me think about the difference of myth and reality(if that sounds familiar its from the movie "stand by me").tell me whatever it is that you felt when you read this.i want your honest opinions.it would mean alot.