gah the pain, the pain of it all!! (some swearing)

ok
so you see i had this week,
well last week actually,
where the only thing keeping me alive was caffine
and so i was having sort of 4-6 coffee's a day
only for like 5 days
but still
and so i'm guessing you all know that caffine is a drug
a very legal drug but one all the same
and so i got addicted to caffine
and this week i've had to stop drinking it all together because people have noticed i've been a bit...
paranoid...
to say the least
and so i told myself to stop
and you know what?
I HAVE WITHDRAWAL SYMTOMS AND IT FUCKING HURTS LIKE THERE IS A LITTLE MAN IN MY HEAD WITH A FUCKING CHAINSAW RIPPING MY BRAINS TO SHREADS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and it hurts
and the paracetamol product i have doesn't work
and thats the only painkiller i have access to
and i don't wanna od on THAT
so i'm not gonna take to much
but it hurts
and i never thought caffine was capable of such a thing
and i feel betrayed by it
and i have a guitar lesson in...
half an hour
and my head hurts LIKE A MOTHERFUCKER

gah...
so yeah, just complaining to you guys about it...
and warning you
caffine is just out to get you
it'll stab you in the back when you need it the most...
O.o