ok.. i'll say this ONE MORE TIME....

how can u call urself a real fan if u wouldnt be happy doing any of those things? i mean i flipped when i met these music idols
what the heck?i flipped when i thought the jobros replied to my comment on here! so i agree with the hate 4 the hate u get cause i get that but i mean the last part is what gets me.......

well,i dont wanna meet them b/c i wouldnt be able to stand all the hate people would give on me. even if i just MET them
i mean, just look at selena and nick, and taylor and joe. < even though they broke up...
but see how much hate people gave on them.
true fans care about their happiness, and as long as they're happy, you should be too... people shouldnt just hate on them b/c they're dating, "people you like."
i just couldnt handle all that hate...
even if its just one person, its still a person.
and one opinion matters.

i know but who said i wasnt happy 4 joe? i just wasnt happy with who he was dating and no not just cause it wasnt me but b/c taylor swift i honestly thought she wasnt good enough 4 him. and i m have met them b4 (and no i am not lying i am being straight up with u right now) and yes i have gotten some hate but thats the thing with being a jobrofan. u have to be strong.being a jobro fan isnt just something u say every day when u truly mean it. i mean u cant be a real jobro fan and not like kevin, not know nick is diabetic, not know @ least i whole album of lyrics, havent done something to get closer to these guys that took time like serious time i mean hours and hours! or havent screamed or gone balisitic once over these amazing guys. and u HAVE T LIKE KEVIN oh and u most know who jack and john talyor are and BIG ROB! but as i was saying when ur a true/real fan, u have to be strong, to be able to stand up to the haters who have nothing better to do. i mean, i f was taked down tevery time i was hated on online and in reality, i would be crushed, and i wouldnt have the strength i have right now to stand uup and truthfully say i love the jobros im a REAL fan. so dont get down just cause u get hate its just part of the contract u signed when u said and told the world i am a fan of these awesome bros, i love them. with everything theres consequences and unfortunalty 4 us being a fan of this great band comes with some. 4 some reason theres something wrong with liking this band to people, my stuff has gotten destroyed and messed up, my PERSONAL property has! just cause it was jobro tuff and every time something @ school comes up and its something 2 do with the jonas brothers, and i mention i love them or show ANY signs of fanism or going just a little bit crazy, i hear it all.. from 'omg eww why do u like them!?!?!" to the " theyre soooooo gay ewww i hate those guys i cant believe u like those fags!' and its soo sad it really is but thats why when being a real fan of these guys u cant do it without being able to stand up 4 them. soo dont give just cause of the hate. in the words of the jonas brothers, "hold on". in some other words of these guys, " a little bit longer and ill be fine" , "hold on tight, its a rollercoaster ride we're on" " movin' on, ill start to realize, i can reach my tommorrow, i can hold my head up high"
so please dont give up. cause deep down i know u can do this.

yeaaa ur right...about everything.
and yes i know who jack and john and big rob is.
i mean who DOESNT know who big rob is?????
lol.
and i totally love kevin with all my heart. <3
without one of them i dont know what i'd do.. and the weird part is, a couple months ago, i was able to stand up for what i believed in, and didnt care what people say to me, or think about me, or the jonas brothers...
i mean i was so sure about what i wanted to do in life,my thoughts about jonas, how i was able to stand up for myself, and i was strong about it.
now, i try my best to stand up for the jonas brothers, and what i think about them, but i'm not super strong anymore, and i'm so unsure about everything.
my life and the jonas brothers.
for three months, i've been more confused than ever.
about everything, mostly jonas though.
i dont know why, but i'm not as strong as i was before, i just wish i knew why...
i mean i love them more than now, and more than i ever have... but this is just weird.
i feel really good when i stand up for the jonas brothers, because of how i believe in them...
i mean they helped me through a hard part of my life, and i totally thank them for that, but ever since i started to really like the jonas brothers, like, REALLY love the jonas brothers, i've been way to confused... i just feel like giving it all up. but i cant give up the jonas brothers. not after what they've helped me through.
even though i havent met them, they will always stay with me in my soul and in my heart.
but i just dont know what to do...

well thank u 4 the compliment
i just dont want these awesome guys to lose a fans cause of haters, cause u see the were startinjg to get to u. this is what they do, they constantly tear u down more and more each day like ur a rock on the shores of a beach. each day theres less and less of u, which is what was happening with ur jobro fanism,im not saying u were bacoming less of a fan, its that u were in an era where u were confused so u werent sure what u liked but u were @ the same time. i get it, ive gone thru the same thing.u knew u loved them but then u questioned urself 4 a sec. thasts why i gave u that ginormus reply, cause u just need a jonas wake up call.trust me, ive been there. i have been a fan 4 two loonnggg years now. ok, when i met the guys, i met them in 2007. but i met them on accident, i went to c miley with my little sis @ the white house, but they just hapenned to be there too which almost made me pee myself when i found out cause i was sooooo crazy bout them back then like i am dtill today, hence forth my icon. i met them in like january of last year but had been a fan 4 much longer. ok but i was just thinking how i couldnt let u give up, so thats why i kinda woke u up. what u can do is just list reasons why u like them. even though the list will be super long, just somehow jot some big reason why somewhere where u can always see them. if u are constantly reminded maybe it will get ur jonas fever out there again. and soo when people ask u why u like them u can just flash them with the reasons!!!! im doing then with my binder cause no one @ my big high school but me likes them wich sucks and is really sad. but im strong, i have to be......im not gonna let the haters win and i wont let u do it either.

i never listen to the haters....
i've never let what they say, get to me.
but whats really weird, was this morning, i was so sure about everything, but right now i'm not.
its always, "i know this for sure right now" then the next day or later on "i'm so confused!"...
but at least i'm not the only person that likes them in my school.....lol
i've had at least 5 people say my locker rocks, b/c theres jonas in there. :D and i've seen at least 20 lockers with the jonas brothers all over.
:)
and thats awesome.
at least you've met them. :D
and i've tried the list of reasons i like them... cant think of one reason why i dont like them.. but still, its so confusing...
do i still love the jonas brothers?
have i just been pretending for a while that i do like them?
how do i know for sure about anything?
i just dont know.
as i said, i know i cant give them up.
but no one knows how much i want to..

ok, well i know deep down that u do. cause u wouldnt have even thought of making that awesome page if u didnt. but as 4 the ? is whether u still do, that i cannot answer 4 u. i believe that u do, but who am i to put words in peoples mouths? u need to discover that 4 urself. really test urself. ok, im not trying to make u do this, but this could be a real test and if i ever face this problem, i would HONESTLY try it. but maybe u need a jonas vacation. ok, p[lease dont blame me if u discover that ur not as crazy 4 them as u thought but a test would be to take a jonas vacation. like 4 a couple of days if u can last that long, try not to think of jonas . like dont check into ur jonas sodahead 4 like 2 days. cause u shouldnt change cause then people will be all up in ur face saying WHAT HAPPENED TO UR PAGE?!?! WHERES THE JONAS???
sooo i wouldnt recommend changing ur page and if u do take the test then u shoudl check into sodahead during it 4 another reason. cause majority of ur friends on here are jonas crazy and when talking to them, the word jonas is bound to come up and their profiles will reemind u of them, (the boys).
so i would reccommend this test. but please dont blame me if u find out that ur not as crazy????? PLEASE!!! id hate to @ fault for that!!!!! but if u cant go like a day or two without doing something jonasy, then u really do need them. and u really like them. just see how long u can go. go a max 4 3 days if anything. me, i cant go 1 hour without those jonas boys. but thats just me. no pressure 4 doing this

lol
:)
i cant go an hour without something jonasy either!
i cant go one day without thinking about them, but i know i still LIKE them, but i loved them like, a LOTTTTT. < lol. and ever since then, i've had nothing but a big heartache.
but one of my friends told me "never give up on someone u cant go a day without thinking about" and thats another reason i've never given them up. i dont know what i'd do without them, but i have to say ur not the first to try and help me figure this out.. but u've surely helped a lot. :)
but i cry every night, not knowing what to do, or anything anymore.. sounds kinda cheesy i know, LOL. but i do..
i know i love them a lot, but at the same time i feel like i dont, like i hate them.
i have hated them at first.
i'll honestly say i thought they sucked, and i never thought i'd end up being an overly obsessed jonas fan. :)
but i'm certainly glad i did.
i cannot even describe how depressed i was after i lost my mom, but two months after my mom passed away, year 3000 came up on disney..
and while i was watching that for the first time, i could not describe how i felt, and how much that totally changed my life.
the jonas brothers changed my life for the better, and therefor i cannot give them up, and i know they'll always be a part of me no matter what happens.
but its still not clear about anything right now..

soo ur mom died? thats really sad. im srry
its wierd cause its my moms bday today now that u mention moms. but i probably shouldnt have told u that. Next SUBJECT!!! well what exactly arent u ao sure about. naybe its not a jonas problem. maybe they remind u of ur mom or something. they bring u joy, yet @ the same time cause sadness. they remind u of how they made ur life good again, @the same time remind u ofwhat tragedy suffered in the first place. maybe thats it. just taking a guess here

thanks, and its ok, its been almost two years, and it makes me feel akward when people are embarrassed to talk about 'mom's' in front of me. lol.
but awesomeeeeee. tell ur mom happy birthday! :D
and maybe that might just be it...
and i think its a jonas problem, because whenever i think or hear the word "jonas" it gives me joy and sadness, and i instantly feel confused.
its weird to feel confused about something but not know what ur confused about, and that doubly confuses me....

yeah, i beleive it is a jonas related problem cause now that i now about ur mom i realize there a sad/happy relation btween them
and on top of the fact that the jonas brothers are a family band doesnt help much.
soo i really thiink it makes u think about the good thing the bros did 4 u, but that it also reminds u of ur mom, if u dont mind me asking, how did she go?

well, she had a lot of problems, she had a broken back, she had a million surgeries, yet she still did everything with me, but because she has so many surgeries on different things and a broken back, she had at least 25 different medication, and when me and my brother were at school, we guess she just took too many pills at one time... but we didnt realize til the next morning, i was at jumprope pactice at the church, a police officer came to get me,and when i was walking up the front porch, you could see 8 different officers and my dad and brother crying...

ohh. that is soooo sad. well i guess she isnt in pain right know which is 4 the better i guess. i think it was time 4 her to go even though ive never met ur mom.

yeah... but what bugs me is everyone in my ward is talking to me like 'i dont want to hurt your feelings' way about anything and they talk like they're talking to a baby... lol, in that kind of voice..

that must get annoying. ive been in that position where u r talking to ur friend about their mom dying. it is just that they dont wanna hurt ur feelings in any way shape or form soo theyre being extra careful. but idk why theyre talking to u like ur an infant or something.but the thing is i kept unitentionally sainf ur mom in front of her and to her!!!! i felt sooooo bad even though she was like 'its ok its really ok . no, its really ok dont worry' i still felt so bad! i felt like an idiot!!!!

are people being mean to you or something??
im sure if i understand or not

look everybody she can like joe jonas or any jonas brother she wants because no one will get joe jonas or any of them unless there famous so ppl STOP IT NOW!! becuase he is NOT YOURS HES TAYLOR SWIFT!!! Leave this poor girl alone k :)

ok, they kinda already broke up. and u dont have to be sooo mean about it, cause u know not evry girl who wouldnt mind dating them hates on others like she explained in the blog. only the ignorant ones do in that manner so u can check ur crystal ball cause u dont know if ur right about that

right about What?
i'm not trying to be mean.. but i mean, they dont even know our names and probably never will...
i'm still dream of meeting them just like a regular fan...
but i dont dream of me dating joe, even though hes my favorite.
yeah it would be nice, but its my opinion and i just dont want to.
i dont like people hating on me just for that....
i know what it feels like..
sorry if it sounds like i'm trying to be mean. :(
its just my opinion...

im talking to that girl..........btw