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A little bit about myself

raves     by Funtastic posted Jun 09, 2008 10:23PM GMTJune 09, 2008 22:23:39
Hey, Im Steph^_^ Im 15. I hate my life and am hoping to escape pretty quick from home. Im in love with Pete Doherty but the only reason I think I am is because no one loves me. I have never had a significant other and it really gets to me. Please all you happy go luckies do not leave comments on my page saying oh life is what you make it. At 15 I have no power over what happens to me unless I leave home to become a whore so go put your impulsive kindness somewhere else. I do not want to date online and will never meet anyone because I am so self concious. I am not sure what my sexual orientation is and am in no hurry to find out. I am independant and hate being shoved into uncomfortable situations. I have all most died and have major concequences for the rest of my life because of my chocies. I would like to talk to people, it eases the lonliness

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  • raves     [-] by fisherthe epic failure posted Jun 18, 2008 01:24AM GMTJune 18, 2008 01:24:23
    fisherthe epic failure reply
    yeah i hate people wanting online dating wtf is the point you never actually see each other you got a point at 15 you dont have much control but thats not a good idea to be a whore i guess now im kinda being one of those people arent i ill quit XD

    whats up
  • raves     [-] by Voltron (Afro D-Shak) posted Jun 17, 2008 08:59PM GMTJune 17, 2008 20:59:20
    Voltron (Afro D-Shak) reply
    This makes me sad :(
  • raves     [-] by Funtastic posted Jun 17, 2008 09:07PM GMTJune 17, 2008 21:07:47
    Funtastic reply
    it makes me sad too .......
  • raves     [-] by Voltron (Afro D-Shak) posted Jun 17, 2008 09:08PM GMTJune 17, 2008 21:08:37
    Voltron (Afro D-Shak) reply
    Why are you so self conscious about yourself?
  • raves     [-] by Funtastic posted Jun 17, 2008 09:10PM GMTJune 17, 2008 21:10:03
    Funtastic reply
    ummm because im ugly? I have no real friends? I have never had a boyfriend? In a sentence, I hate myself.
  • raves     [-] by Voltron (Afro D-Shak) posted Jun 17, 2008 09:11PM GMTJune 17, 2008 21:11:12
    Voltron (Afro D-Shak) reply
    You're not ugly... not even close...
    You have no friends because you don't want friends would be my guess. Maybe you're afraid they'd judge you. Same with never having a bf.
  • raves     [-] by Funtastic posted Jun 17, 2008 09:18PM GMTJune 17, 2008 21:18:50
    Funtastic reply
    o i have so called 'friends' but no one who cares for me.
    last year i dressed like a slut and never got a bf

    got any more excuses?
  • raves     [-] by Sweet Jelly posted Jun 10, 2008 04:44AM GMTJune 10, 2008 04:44:18
    Sweet Jelly reply
    me to have i been in your situation theres times that being at home isn't the best place for anyone theres bo peace...and i have to agree with you on being self concious im very very to the EX- TREMELY concious abot my self thats probably why i have such low self-esteem, dieing came pretty close to me aswell it seemed the best way out but didnt i really dont know why or what stopped me but i can tell you that your not the only one!!
  • raves     [-] by tiger posted Jun 09, 2008 10:50PM GMTJune 09, 2008 22:50:07
    tiger reply
    Your blog makes me sad; teenage years can be brutal, but remember "everything is temporary." I've been there, as far as being young and very self-conscious; I bet if you start caring about others and getting involved in your community or just "life," you will be more hopeful. Don't give up - you're very pretty and I believe everyone, including you, are good at something. What do you love to do? Think about it.
    Take care,
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