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My little idea of cutting out music to get my writing back has done little but turn me into a maniac.
I guess it could be all my pent-up feelings rushing to the surface in a mad dash for release, but that doesn't make it any easier.
Bursts of anger and tears, exhaustion and energy. Cravings for violence and peace, alcohol and drugs, screaming and razors.
I'm starting to remember why i began numbing myself in the first place.
I guess it could be all my pent-up feelings rushing to the surface in a mad dash for release, but that doesn't make it any easier.
Bursts of anger and tears, exhaustion and energy. Cravings for violence and peace, alcohol and drugs, screaming and razors.
I'm starting to remember why i began numbing myself in the first place.
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raves +1 posted Jul 17, 2008 05:25AM GMT
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Maybe you should listen to instrumentals. I find music a great alternative to drugs, alcohol, and screaming. But ya can't shave very well with it. -
raves +2 posted Jul 16, 2008 10:33PM GMThang in there Alisha...I write a lot to make myself feel better.
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raves +2 posted Jul 16, 2008 09:43PM GMTIt isn't worth it I have almost 10 years clean after 33 years of doing it all on 4 continents and I like things. It takes some time but it is really very cool.
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raves +2 posted Jul 16, 2008 09:38PM GMT=(
sorry to hear that.
at least you gave it a try, that's something to be proud of!!
i think everyone numbs themselves in some way, even if it's just repressing memories... personally i do it with alcohol and prozac!! you're very brave to try and surface from it.
did you get any writing done?? -
raves +1 Jul 18, 2008 01:29PM GMTSadly, no... no writing. But wanted to write. The words are still stuck.
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raves posted Jul 16, 2008 02:56PM GMThi people
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