I just wanted to share my morning with all of you.. since you have been all so kind and caring concerning my issues with my marriage..
This morning my husband simply by 1.) sharing he thought I looked pretty 2.)hitting me with those sweet brown eyes.. and 3.) sharing his usual humor reminded me of hwy I married him..
I was being all silly gloom doom while I went out on a cold fall like chill to walk and jog some.. and when I was done dressing from work.. my partner in life seemed to come back to me.. in all his original glory ( sweet and charming as he was when we first met)
Once again.. I think I can see myself growing old with him.. and having a baby or two.. once again... I feel as though we can continue through whatever hardships and make it out alright with one another..
We have been through a perpetual hell and back.. perhaps I was just worn out and pessimistic.. I don't know.. temporary insanity.. or perhaps I am crazy right now.
He has been the one to get me out of some major funks in the past.. and to hold me when I cried about past family tragedies... perhaps I have been too hard on him
This might last just a day.. the weekend.. who knows.. maybe forever.. but I guess what I am saying it that now.. I am reminded the work it takes to keep a marriage going.. and as of right now I feel up to the job..

I appreciate all the kind words, advice, personal stories and encouragement from all you Sodaheaders since I posted the poll concerning my marital issues. It definitely shows me that people generally care for others even when we haven't had the pleasure of meeting face to face..

Her face speaks of hardship
the years she sacrificed to all of us
the trips to the doctors and dentist
the trips she had to forgo to the beauty parlor
so we could have the latest toys
the willingness she had to keep our hopes up
when all was falling down around us
she knew how to make it seem alright
Her spirit speaks of endless joy
as she sings her little old school tunes
as the proper situation allows
She is always hoping we make the best of ourselves
for she gave us the wings of dreams to soar

I am a big time Momma's girl.. and she is coming tomorrow to visit me.. and I am like ecstatic

I am tempted ...soo tempted .. right now.. as you may or may not know.. there has been a metaphorical thorn in my side.. when it comes to my marraige.. I am eating lunch alone.. due to my hubby having a couple of days off for the holiday.. I eat in his office.. and I have found out that I am able to access his email account on his puter... there has been this annoying lil southern gal .. that has been having a lil flirt fest.. and I would absolutely loooove to get her email.. and just do enough to shoo her off... b/c she is realllllly annoying me.. I had a chance to look into his email once.. and I was unable to get it.. should I or shouldn't I..

Bideawee has done it again.. they know how to get to me.. this poor sweet lil angel, Halo was thrown off a multistory when it was just over 1.. poor lil baby is traumatized and healing.. look at this site to see how you can help..
http://www.bideawee.org/programs_&_services/halo_ars.php

Another lil orphaned pup needs your help. He was shot in the leg with a pellet gun...and this injury was left untreated.. Due to the pain and the severity of the injury .. his leg had to be amputated.. He will need to go through a difficult rehabilitation period.. and needs help.
Here's his story
http://www.bideawee.org/programs_&_services/scooter_ars.php

I found this story about a grey tabby, silk , who was found burned on most of her body... she is beng taken care of.. but it costs a lot of money and she needs a lot of care to heal..She is in danger of infection shock and other complications due to the severity of her burns.. please.. donate what you can.
http://www.bideawee.org/programs_&_services/silk_ars.php

All of the moms in the world are very precious and sweet
We should sing praises in your name
and wash your calloused feet
The Mama and mommy and mothers and moms
Each carry the gift of love
we wish for in poetry and melodic songs
In seems a teachery that one day is reserved for you
when each blessed hour should be cherished
when we are love by your sweet spirit so true
Kick back and watch Oprah with a drink
and Happy Mother's day to all
and I hope the others fail to stink

This is the blog that brought my attention to this issue... Please read the poll.. watch the video if you are able.. and sign the petition. .. you will understand why I am sooo angry when you do
http://www.sodahead.com/question/77525/?page=1#post_2410148
http://www.petitiononline.com/ea6gk/petition-sign.html

If you are able .. would you visit this site and donate whatever you can spare so this poor little fella Miracle can have surgery to repair a broken Femur.. poor thing was crossing the street and was hit and left for dead.. now it has a painful injury that the shelter is unable to pay for..
http://www.bideawee.org/programs_&_services/miracle_ars.php