I'm really upset. This is hurting me like noone ever knows.
This is really bothering me.
You can't even begin to imagine how much it's hurting me and upsetting me.
I'll start from the beginning.
It was just a normal day here where I live. I was in 4th period Fashion Merchandising in my senior year of high school back in January I think. I was on Sodahead, answering questions, and I happened to start talking to this Jonas fan. She was awesome. I will leave out her name. Or...I will change it...to...."Sarah". We became best friends. Non-stop talking. I would help her with my personal drama and problems, and vice-versa. We became the best of friends, even though we live states apart.
She became friends with my best friend Connie. And we would all talk to each other and have fun just talking about JB, life, and random things. We would call each other up on the computer on Yahoo and laugh and talk our cares away.
We were like the Jonas sisters.
:)
"Sarah" was never allowed to be on Sodahead OR Yahoo Messenger, but yet she got on to talk to me and her other friends.
She got caught.
She was kicked offline by her parents.
She wasn't online for a couple months.
Then last month Connie told me that "Sarah" was back online talking to her. I went on Yahoo Messenger and IMed her, but she wouldn't talk to me back. I had no clue...I figured maybe she just wasn't talking to anyone.
But then I found out she was talking to Connie. I thought maybe she just wasn't online when I was even though it said she was online. But Connie told me a little over a week ago that she was talking to Sarah and that Sarah WAS online. So I got Connie to ask Sarah why she wasn't talking to me.
Connie told me that Sarah responded with "It's really complicated, I don't want to talk about it" That didn't make any sense to me. It made me feel like I had done something wrong.............even though I'm pretty sure I hadn't! I don't think I did anything wrong to make Sarah mad or anything.
The next day I was online and Sarah was too, I didn't try talking to her, knowing it would be pretty pointless. And I got Connie to ask her AGAIN what I had done, and this time Connie told me that Sarah had BLOCKED me from Sodahead and Yahoo. WHYY? I had such a breakdown right then and there. I started to cry. Because mixed with that, I was having other personal problems as well, and that didn't help at all.
I went over to Connie's house the next day and her Yahoo Messenger was up and she had offline messages from Sarah. That really hurt me. I mean, why was Sarah talking to Connie still, but not me? WHAT DID I DO?
I bet she doesn't even realize how much this hurts.
She won't talk to me, so I can't tell her.
She won't talk to me so that she can tell me what's wrong.
She just won't talk to me period.
If i didn't know any better, I'd say it was immature.
But I'm not mean like that.
If you can help me, please help me.
And "Sarah" if you read this, you know who u are, just please reply to me and let me know.
You can't even begin to imagine how much it's hurting me and upsetting me.
I'll start from the beginning.
It was just a normal day here where I live. I was in 4th period Fashion Merchandising in my senior year of high school back in January I think. I was on Sodahead, answering questions, and I happened to start talking to this Jonas fan. She was awesome. I will leave out her name. Or...I will change it...to...."Sarah". We became best friends. Non-stop talking. I would help her with my personal drama and problems, and vice-versa. We became the best of friends, even though we live states apart.
She became friends with my best friend Connie. And we would all talk to each other and have fun just talking about JB, life, and random things. We would call each other up on the computer on Yahoo and laugh and talk our cares away.
We were like the Jonas sisters.
:)
"Sarah" was never allowed to be on Sodahead OR Yahoo Messenger, but yet she got on to talk to me and her other friends.
She got caught.
She was kicked offline by her parents.
She wasn't online for a couple months.
Then last month Connie told me that "Sarah" was back online talking to her. I went on Yahoo Messenger and IMed her, but she wouldn't talk to me back. I had no clue...I figured maybe she just wasn't talking to anyone.
But then I found out she was talking to Connie. I thought maybe she just wasn't online when I was even though it said she was online. But Connie told me a little over a week ago that she was talking to Sarah and that Sarah WAS online. So I got Connie to ask Sarah why she wasn't talking to me.
Connie told me that Sarah responded with "It's really complicated, I don't want to talk about it" That didn't make any sense to me. It made me feel like I had done something wrong.............even though I'm pretty sure I hadn't! I don't think I did anything wrong to make Sarah mad or anything.
The next day I was online and Sarah was too, I didn't try talking to her, knowing it would be pretty pointless. And I got Connie to ask her AGAIN what I had done, and this time Connie told me that Sarah had BLOCKED me from Sodahead and Yahoo. WHYY? I had such a breakdown right then and there. I started to cry. Because mixed with that, I was having other personal problems as well, and that didn't help at all.
I went over to Connie's house the next day and her Yahoo Messenger was up and she had offline messages from Sarah. That really hurt me. I mean, why was Sarah talking to Connie still, but not me? WHAT DID I DO?
I bet she doesn't even realize how much this hurts.
She won't talk to me, so I can't tell her.
She won't talk to me so that she can tell me what's wrong.
She just won't talk to me period.
If i didn't know any better, I'd say it was immature.
But I'm not mean like that.
If you can help me, please help me.
And "Sarah" if you read this, you know who u are, just please reply to me and let me know.
Chapter 22!!!!!!!!!!!!! FINALLY. :)
--Connie is deciding about college. Becca is trying to decide if she should take a year off, or go that same year as Connie.
-Connie- I don't know which classes to take!!!
-Becca-Why are you deciding now? You haven't even filled out an application for Southwestern yet.
-Connie-*stares at Becca like she's nuts*-Um...maybe because classes start in like a few weeks! And are you even going to go this semester?
-Becca-Should I? *picks up the classes catalog for Southwestern Community College and opens it*
-Connie-I think you should.................you could take online classes. Or it doesn't even matter.
-Becca-If I don't keep the baby...
-The phone rings, and Connie jumps up to answer it. She glares at Becca like 'don't even say that'.
-Connie-Hello?...oh hey Rene!....I'm just bored, me and Becca are sitting here and trying to decide on college classes.......yeah, you can come over. Oh, you have your schedule? Cool bring it, and we'll try to tell you if the teachers are good or not....ok, see ya then! *hangs up phone and goes back to sit on the couch, she picks up the blank application for Southwestern then looks at Becca.* -What were you saying before the phone rang? Becca, if you mean you want an abortion, that's not a good idea.
-Becca-Why not? My decision. And what else am I supposed to do?
-Connie-Um....have you even talked with Joe?
-Becca-Yeah...*can't meet Connie's eye as she says the next part, simply because she is lying*-He wants me to get one.
-Connie-Joe?! No...he's not like that. He couldn't have said that...and you're gonna listen to him?! Becca, like you said, your decision in the end....
-Becca-Connie...DROP IT. *stands up and goes to the bathroom and looks at herself in the mirror*-Gah, look at me, I'm getting fat.
-Connie-No you're not.
-Becca-Whatever. *goes upstairs. There is a knock on the door and then Kevin just lets himself in.*
-Connie-Kevin! Wow, that was unexpected. *stands up and goes over to him and hugs him*
-Kevin-Uh yeah. *pulls away, and looks nervous, Connie can tell he's tense about something*
-Connie-Kevin...what...what is it? Are you mad at me for some reason?
-Kevin-Mad?! Why would I be mad?
-Connie-Just ...cause...then what's wrong?
-Kevin-*puts hand in his pocket and brings out a velvet box*
-Connie-*thinking 'oh God...'*-What?
-Kevin-Connie.......call me crazy, call me desperate, but I'm not...I just...Connie I like you a lot and you know that, and these past couple weeks have been great together, and...I think I'm in love with you.
-Connie-You think?
-Kevin-Ok, I know I am. With the way life is going right now around us, what with Becca and Joe and knowing that Joe, Nick and I will have to make up for the last of the tour that we didn't get to finish because of our rush back home, I don't know what's real or fake anymore, but Connie, you are a certainty...and I want that to not change. Ever.
-Connie-It won't. Kevin...it won't.
-Kevin-I want to make sure of that! Connie...*comes over to Connie so he is standing right in front of her, and holds up the velvet box and opens it.*-Connie....will...will you marry me?
-Connie-*stares at the ring*-Kevin!
-Kevin-No! I mean it!
-Connie-Yeah, so did Joe when he proposed to Becca, but you see how that turned out.
-Kevin-That's not gonna happen. Those two don't know what they want.
-Connie-Are you sure it won't happen? Because I want to know that you are ready to get engaged....and if I'm ready.
-Kevin-Well, let's try it out. Will you marry me?
-Connie-Yes. I will Kevin. *Kevin puts the ring on Connie's finger and that is when the door opens and Rene walks in.*
-Rene-Hey guys!...uh. Should I leave?
-Connie-*pulls away from Kevin*-No! Don't...look...*holds out hand and Rene comes over and sees the ring*
-Rene-You two are engaged?
-Kevin-Yes.
-Rene-Dannnnggg. I need a guy now!
-Connie-*laughs*-It's ok Rene.
-Becca-*stands at the bottom of the stairs*-Yeah, guys aren't worth it all that much.
-Rene-You say that, but you know you need Joe......and Joe isn't worthless, you know that.
-Becca-Yeah....I guess that is true......*closes eyes and sits down on the stairs*
-Rene-Guess what just happened? Kevin and Connie just got engaged.
-Becca-*looks up at Connie and Kevin*-What.
-Connie-Kevin and I are engaged.
-Becca-Ok, is this freakin' pregnancy making me crazy? Or what?
-Connie-You've always been crazy.
-Becca-That's not what I mean.....did I just hear Rene say that you and Kevin are engaged?
-Connie-We are Becca.
-Becca-Why?! You've only been going out for a couple weeks!
-Connie-Becca...
-Becca-Why is everyone else happy, and I'm like the one whose life sucks?
-Rene-Your life doesn't suck Becca. Don't say that. At least you would have Joe, most girls who are pregnant don't even have their boyfriends! And you have good friends.
-Connie and Kevin-Yeah.
-Kevin-We're here for you.
-Becca-You say that, but...I don't know...never mind. Kevin, Connie, I'm happy for you, at least hopefully you two know what you are doing. *goes back upstairs, and everyone looks at each other sadly*
-Connie-Poor Becca...
-Kevin-I'm sure eveyrthing will work itself out......Joe knows what he's doing hopefully.
-Connie-Becca said that Joe told her to get an abortion.
-Kevin-Joe wouldn't say that. Believe me.
-Connie-I know....I know that, but Becca said he did.
-Kevin-I think that's their business anyway. In the meantime, I have to go, but I'll talk to you later. *kisses Connie and leaves*
--Connie turns to Rene.
-Connie-So...what classes do you have?
-Connie- I don't know which classes to take!!!
-Becca-Why are you deciding now? You haven't even filled out an application for Southwestern yet.
-Connie-*stares at Becca like she's nuts*-Um...maybe because classes start in like a few weeks! And are you even going to go this semester?
-Becca-Should I? *picks up the classes catalog for Southwestern Community College and opens it*
-Connie-I think you should.................you could take online classes. Or it doesn't even matter.
-Becca-If I don't keep the baby...
-The phone rings, and Connie jumps up to answer it. She glares at Becca like 'don't even say that'.
-Connie-Hello?...oh hey Rene!....I'm just bored, me and Becca are sitting here and trying to decide on college classes.......yeah, you can come over. Oh, you have your schedule? Cool bring it, and we'll try to tell you if the teachers are good or not....ok, see ya then! *hangs up phone and goes back to sit on the couch, she picks up the blank application for Southwestern then looks at Becca.* -What were you saying before the phone rang? Becca, if you mean you want an abortion, that's not a good idea.
-Becca-Why not? My decision. And what else am I supposed to do?
-Connie-Um....have you even talked with Joe?
-Becca-Yeah...*can't meet Connie's eye as she says the next part, simply because she is lying*-He wants me to get one.
-Connie-Joe?! No...he's not like that. He couldn't have said that...and you're gonna listen to him?! Becca, like you said, your decision in the end....
-Becca-Connie...DROP IT. *stands up and goes to the bathroom and looks at herself in the mirror*-Gah, look at me, I'm getting fat.
-Connie-No you're not.
-Becca-Whatever. *goes upstairs. There is a knock on the door and then Kevin just lets himself in.*
-Connie-Kevin! Wow, that was unexpected. *stands up and goes over to him and hugs him*
-Kevin-Uh yeah. *pulls away, and looks nervous, Connie can tell he's tense about something*
-Connie-Kevin...what...what is it? Are you mad at me for some reason?
-Kevin-Mad?! Why would I be mad?
-Connie-Just ...cause...then what's wrong?
-Kevin-*puts hand in his pocket and brings out a velvet box*
-Connie-*thinking 'oh God...'*-What?
-Kevin-Connie.......call me crazy, call me desperate, but I'm not...I just...Connie I like you a lot and you know that, and these past couple weeks have been great together, and...I think I'm in love with you.
-Connie-You think?
-Kevin-Ok, I know I am. With the way life is going right now around us, what with Becca and Joe and knowing that Joe, Nick and I will have to make up for the last of the tour that we didn't get to finish because of our rush back home, I don't know what's real or fake anymore, but Connie, you are a certainty...and I want that to not change. Ever.
-Connie-It won't. Kevin...it won't.
-Kevin-I want to make sure of that! Connie...*comes over to Connie so he is standing right in front of her, and holds up the velvet box and opens it.*-Connie....will...will you marry me?
-Connie-*stares at the ring*-Kevin!
-Kevin-No! I mean it!
-Connie-Yeah, so did Joe when he proposed to Becca, but you see how that turned out.
-Kevin-That's not gonna happen. Those two don't know what they want.
-Connie-Are you sure it won't happen? Because I want to know that you are ready to get engaged....and if I'm ready.
-Kevin-Well, let's try it out. Will you marry me?
-Connie-Yes. I will Kevin. *Kevin puts the ring on Connie's finger and that is when the door opens and Rene walks in.*
-Rene-Hey guys!...uh. Should I leave?
-Connie-*pulls away from Kevin*-No! Don't...look...*holds out hand and Rene comes over and sees the ring*
-Rene-You two are engaged?
-Kevin-Yes.
-Rene-Dannnnggg. I need a guy now!
-Connie-*laughs*-It's ok Rene.
-Becca-*stands at the bottom of the stairs*-Yeah, guys aren't worth it all that much.
-Rene-You say that, but you know you need Joe......and Joe isn't worthless, you know that.
-Becca-Yeah....I guess that is true......*closes eyes and sits down on the stairs*
-Rene-Guess what just happened? Kevin and Connie just got engaged.
-Becca-*looks up at Connie and Kevin*-What.
-Connie-Kevin and I are engaged.
-Becca-Ok, is this freakin' pregnancy making me crazy? Or what?
-Connie-You've always been crazy.
-Becca-That's not what I mean.....did I just hear Rene say that you and Kevin are engaged?
-Connie-We are Becca.
-Becca-Why?! You've only been going out for a couple weeks!
-Connie-Becca...
-Becca-Why is everyone else happy, and I'm like the one whose life sucks?
-Rene-Your life doesn't suck Becca. Don't say that. At least you would have Joe, most girls who are pregnant don't even have their boyfriends! And you have good friends.
-Connie and Kevin-Yeah.
-Kevin-We're here for you.
-Becca-You say that, but...I don't know...never mind. Kevin, Connie, I'm happy for you, at least hopefully you two know what you are doing. *goes back upstairs, and everyone looks at each other sadly*
-Connie-Poor Becca...
-Kevin-I'm sure eveyrthing will work itself out......Joe knows what he's doing hopefully.
-Connie-Becca said that Joe told her to get an abortion.
-Kevin-Joe wouldn't say that. Believe me.
-Connie-I know....I know that, but Becca said he did.
-Kevin-I think that's their business anyway. In the meantime, I have to go, but I'll talk to you later. *kisses Connie and leaves*
--Connie turns to Rene.
-Connie-So...what classes do you have?
my cousin Valerie...haha....let me introduce you to her...lol.
VALERIE RENEE...not gonna say her last name b/c of...stalkers....is my cousin. :)
lol
well duh.
-FACTS-
-SHE IS A CHRISTIAN.
-Valerie is 14 years old.
-Her birthday is January 3.
-Her fave band is the Jonas Brothers.
-She loves Nick Jonas.
-She has dirty blonde hair and hazel eyes.
-She has an older sister Heather, who's 22...and a younger brother Aaron who's 3.
-She will be a freshman at Franklin High School when school starts again.
-She wants to become famous.
-She is the greatest cousin I could ever want.
-Her mom is my mom's sister.
-She has been my best friend since I was 4 and she was just a baby...literally...it's the freakin' truth...that's why it's in the FACTS spot..
-She once ate an old cookie crumb that had been in the Life game box for who knows how long.
-She's scared of this one window...
-She's pretty much a very outgoing person.
-She may seem a little shy at first...but....i can't shut her up...lol
-She loves to sing.
-She loves Converse shoes.
-Music is like her passion.
-She lost her cell phone a long way away from where she lives :(
-She lives with our grandmother.
-She gets mad when she's hungry.
-She cuts herself with a pink razr.....ACTUALLY THAT IS NOT TRUE.....JUST AN INSIDE JOKE....LMAO
-She loves dirt...Franklin dirt....
-I think she has OCD.
-FACTS ABOUT THE TWO OF US-
-We have grown up together...trust me we have.
-We have been in deep shit together...lmao.
-We have been to 2 Jonas Brothers concerts together.
-We went to a Hinder concert.......but....bleh.
-We have cried over dirt. GEORGIA DIRT. SUX.
-We have met John Taylor....the guitar player for the Jonas boys :)
-I have yelled at her for puking.
-We almost got kidnapped like a bazillion times when we were little.
-Everytime we hang out together, it rains.
-Yes, we've stalked some guys...hmm..
-We have had deeeppp deeep deeeep conversations.
-We are both gonna marry Fred.
-We act like we are off of Gossip Girls or Life Of Ryan.
-We saw the episode of Hannah Montana where the Jonas Brothers were on it...we saw it before anyone else did...our...special...ways.
-We spent like a full day making posters for our 1st Jonas concert.
-We love Franklin dirt better than Georgia dirt.
-We got drunk once....haha.....O.o
-Noone will be as cool as us put together.
-We played Hide and Go Seek one time, and I pretended to be a kidnapper.
-We made a scene in Ingles just by seeing the Jonas Brothers in a magazine....she fell...I screamed.
-DIET NICK.
-Skanklin.
-We were walking down the street in Atlanta after the Jonas concert, and I almost got carried away by a homeless guy and Valerie tried to be brave for me...
-We loved this chalkboard thing I used to have when I was little...we were obsessed with it....
-We point with our spoons....haha...lmao lmao
-We are great stalkers.
-We could be your best friend.
....no wait...we don't want to be...............lol.....
-We love us.
-We are big dorks :) betcha can't tell.
-50 year old guys are obsessed with us.
-even little 10 year old guys do.
-Morning sickness........................................................ lmao
-We didnt' know we were pampered till we went to a "hoedown" lmao..
-We are members of Team Obese...
-Nick J. waved and pointed @ us.
-Joe, Nick, and Kevin stared at us, waved at us 2 times.
-We got lost in a furniture store.
-We want to own every RV in this country.
-We've met Usher.....XD. LMAO
-We touched JB's tour bus.
-Kid: "I bet you two don't cuss"
~Me:"Yeahhhh we do"
~I turn to Valerie: "BITCH!"
lmao
-same kid: "Those 2 could go out!" *points to me and Val*
~Other kid: "They are cousins"
~I turn to Valerie, raise eyebrows, "I love you Val!" we awkwardly hug.
-Emo guys waving at our aunt, Val and I think they are waving at us, we wave frantically back.
-In Subway in Toccoa Wal-Mart:: Valerie: "Aw, look at that baby! I want to eat him!" Me: "VALERIE!"
-"I wanna go home!"
-Car pulls into parking lot, Val and I think it's a rapist, we run, turned out to be this girl standing near us's ride...oops.
-We have seen Chris Daughtry in his smexy car @ Wal-Mart.
-Dough Boi Fresh-and the stolen PSP.
-"Augest 7th!" "Corn Pops boii"
-KIDNATION. and those veggie burgers.
-We screamed in Limited Too *two times, once in two separate ones* and made the clerks laugh cause we were going crazy over JB stuff....we were the oldest shoppers in there.
-Why, yes, people are jealous of us. :P
OMG
THAT IS NOT ALL BETWEEN US.
WE HAVE SO MUCH FUN TOGETHER.
I AM SO BLESSED TO HAVE HER AS MY COUSIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU VALERIE IF YOU EVER READ THIS!!!!
-your cousin...
-BECKI....
Love ya VALLIE.
lol
well duh.
-FACTS-
-SHE IS A CHRISTIAN.
-Valerie is 14 years old.
-Her birthday is January 3.
-Her fave band is the Jonas Brothers.
-She loves Nick Jonas.
-She has dirty blonde hair and hazel eyes.
-She has an older sister Heather, who's 22...and a younger brother Aaron who's 3.
-She will be a freshman at Franklin High School when school starts again.
-She wants to become famous.
-She is the greatest cousin I could ever want.
-Her mom is my mom's sister.
-She has been my best friend since I was 4 and she was just a baby...literally...it's the freakin' truth...that's why it's in the FACTS spot..
-She once ate an old cookie crumb that had been in the Life game box for who knows how long.
-She's scared of this one window...
-She's pretty much a very outgoing person.
-She may seem a little shy at first...but....i can't shut her up...lol
-She loves to sing.
-She loves Converse shoes.
-Music is like her passion.
-She lost her cell phone a long way away from where she lives :(
-She lives with our grandmother.
-She gets mad when she's hungry.
-She cuts herself with a pink razr.....ACTUALLY THAT IS NOT TRUE.....JUST AN INSIDE JOKE....LMAO
-She loves dirt...Franklin dirt....
-I think she has OCD.
-FACTS ABOUT THE TWO OF US-
-We have grown up together...trust me we have.
-We have been in deep shit together...lmao.
-We have been to 2 Jonas Brothers concerts together.
-We went to a Hinder concert.......but....bleh.
-We have cried over dirt. GEORGIA DIRT. SUX.
-We have met John Taylor....the guitar player for the Jonas boys :)
-I have yelled at her for puking.
-We almost got kidnapped like a bazillion times when we were little.
-Everytime we hang out together, it rains.
-Yes, we've stalked some guys...hmm..
-We have had deeeppp deeep deeeep conversations.
-We are both gonna marry Fred.
-We act like we are off of Gossip Girls or Life Of Ryan.
-We saw the episode of Hannah Montana where the Jonas Brothers were on it...we saw it before anyone else did...our...special...ways.
-We spent like a full day making posters for our 1st Jonas concert.
-We love Franklin dirt better than Georgia dirt.
-We got drunk once....haha.....O.o
-Noone will be as cool as us put together.
-We played Hide and Go Seek one time, and I pretended to be a kidnapper.
-We made a scene in Ingles just by seeing the Jonas Brothers in a magazine....she fell...I screamed.
-DIET NICK.
-Skanklin.
-We were walking down the street in Atlanta after the Jonas concert, and I almost got carried away by a homeless guy and Valerie tried to be brave for me...
-We loved this chalkboard thing I used to have when I was little...we were obsessed with it....
-We point with our spoons....haha...lmao lmao
-We are great stalkers.
-We could be your best friend.
....no wait...we don't want to be...............lol.....
-We love us.
-We are big dorks :) betcha can't tell.
-50 year old guys are obsessed with us.
-even little 10 year old guys do.
-Morning sickness........................................................ lmao
-We didnt' know we were pampered till we went to a "hoedown" lmao..
-We are members of Team Obese...
-Nick J. waved and pointed @ us.
-Joe, Nick, and Kevin stared at us, waved at us 2 times.
-We got lost in a furniture store.
-We want to own every RV in this country.
-We've met Usher.....XD. LMAO
-We touched JB's tour bus.
-Kid: "I bet you two don't cuss"
~Me:"Yeahhhh we do"
~I turn to Valerie: "BITCH!"
lmao
-same kid: "Those 2 could go out!" *points to me and Val*
~Other kid: "They are cousins"
~I turn to Valerie, raise eyebrows, "I love you Val!" we awkwardly hug.
-Emo guys waving at our aunt, Val and I think they are waving at us, we wave frantically back.
-In Subway in Toccoa Wal-Mart:: Valerie: "Aw, look at that baby! I want to eat him!" Me: "VALERIE!"
-"I wanna go home!"
-Car pulls into parking lot, Val and I think it's a rapist, we run, turned out to be this girl standing near us's ride...oops.
-We have seen Chris Daughtry in his smexy car @ Wal-Mart.
-Dough Boi Fresh-and the stolen PSP.
-"Augest 7th!" "Corn Pops boii"
-KIDNATION. and those veggie burgers.
-We screamed in Limited Too *two times, once in two separate ones* and made the clerks laugh cause we were going crazy over JB stuff....we were the oldest shoppers in there.
-Why, yes, people are jealous of us. :P
OMG
THAT IS NOT ALL BETWEEN US.
WE HAVE SO MUCH FUN TOGETHER.
I AM SO BLESSED TO HAVE HER AS MY COUSIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU VALERIE IF YOU EVER READ THIS!!!!
-your cousin...
-BECKI....
Love ya VALLIE.
LORRIE LORRIE LORRIE
HEY yo this girl is awesome! I met her on Sodahead and she pretty much rocks out on there! She can be random, funny, crazy............but that's how I like my friends! She loves the Jonas Brothers.....:). But I like talking to her about them and well just about anything at all.
:)
:P
:)
:P
haha sorry Lorrie that was just a funny thing i found.
:)
:P
:)
:P
haha sorry Lorrie that was just a funny thing i found.
-Chapter 20
---Fast Forward FUTURE----
--*7 months later*--
-----Joe looks down at this tiny human. How could it be so small and perfect? He takes a hand in his, his hand almost five times bigger. She looks up at him with big dark blue eyes and then closes them as Joe leans down to kiss her forehead.
----Present----
-It is Becca's birthday...July 25....and she is not in the mood to celebrate her 18th birthday. Her life was already screwed up, why be happy about it?
-Joe, Nick, and Kevin had set out again to finish the tour and now arrive back in Franklin for a few months.
-Connie is trying to get Becca to agree to a small get-together, but Becca disagrees.
-Connie-Come on, we'll just invite the guys and maybe Rene and Nicole?
-Becca-Noo...look I'm not up for this!
-Connie-Ok, fine, we will only invite Joe, Nick, and Kevin.
-Becca-No.............!
-Connie-Becca, just come on. *picks up the phone and dials the Jonas Brothers' phone number*
-Becca-Ok. Whatever. *sits down on the chair and watches Connie*
-Connie-Hey Joe!!....yeah...no....no, Becca and I were wanting you guys to come over for ....oh. yeah here.
-Connie hands the phone to Becca, who rolls her eyes and sighs.
-Becca-Hello?
-Joe-Hey Becca. Happy birthday.
-Becca-Oh...thanks.
-Joe-Are we going to talk? About..?
-Becca-Joe! No! It's my birthday! I don't want to talk or think about it!
-Joe-Ok, sorry.
-Becca-No, I'm sorry.
-Joe-Hey, we'll see you soon.
-Becca-Ok. Bye.
-Hangs up phone and turns to Connie.
-Becca-What are we going to do? We have nothing for a party or anything.
-Connie-We'll order pizza and I don't know.
-Joe, Nick, and Kevin show up fifteen minutes later, and Joe asks Becca if he can talk to her. They go outside and Joe stands there before talking.
-Joe-Happy birthday...again.
-Becca-*smiles*-Thanks.
-Joe-*takes something out of his pocket*-Close your eyes.
-Becca-Ok...? *closes eyes though*
-Joe holds up the necklace he had gotten Becca...it is a heart with their initials engraved on it. He moves Becca's hair out of the way and puts it on her. Becca reaches up and touches it and turns to look at Joe.
-Becca-*looks in reflection on sliding door*-Thanks Joe.
-Joe-*kisses her*
-They go back inside and Becca is greeted by Nick and Kevin, who hug her and wish her a happy birthday.
-The five end up just sitting there, listening to music and talking, but noone minds. Nick gets up and goes to the car and comes back holding a cake. He holds it up.
-Nick-It's kinda...melting...the icing....
-Becca-*gets up and goes over to look. It is a white cake from a bakery and it says "Happy birthday Becca" with decorations on it, and in the corner it has "JJ & BD".*
-Nick-Joe's addition...he told them to put it on there.
-Becca-Thank you guys. *Nick puts the cake down, Becca hugs him then Kevin then Joe, holding Joe the longest.*
-The guys sing "Happy Birthday" to Becca, Joe acting all goofy like he's serenading her, getting down on one knee and holding his arms out Becca laughs and pulls him up.
-Becca-That was cheesy Joe.
-Joe-Sorry! *laughing*
-Becca-Thank you again. I love you guys so much.
-She doesn't know what is in store though for the next couple days though.
--*7 months later*--
-----Joe looks down at this tiny human. How could it be so small and perfect? He takes a hand in his, his hand almost five times bigger. She looks up at him with big dark blue eyes and then closes them as Joe leans down to kiss her forehead.
----Present----
-It is Becca's birthday...July 25....and she is not in the mood to celebrate her 18th birthday. Her life was already screwed up, why be happy about it?
-Joe, Nick, and Kevin had set out again to finish the tour and now arrive back in Franklin for a few months.
-Connie is trying to get Becca to agree to a small get-together, but Becca disagrees.
-Connie-Come on, we'll just invite the guys and maybe Rene and Nicole?
-Becca-Noo...look I'm not up for this!
-Connie-Ok, fine, we will only invite Joe, Nick, and Kevin.
-Becca-No.............!
-Connie-Becca, just come on. *picks up the phone and dials the Jonas Brothers' phone number*
-Becca-Ok. Whatever. *sits down on the chair and watches Connie*
-Connie-Hey Joe!!....yeah...no....no, Becca and I were wanting you guys to come over for ....oh. yeah here.
-Connie hands the phone to Becca, who rolls her eyes and sighs.
-Becca-Hello?
-Joe-Hey Becca. Happy birthday.
-Becca-Oh...thanks.
-Joe-Are we going to talk? About..?
-Becca-Joe! No! It's my birthday! I don't want to talk or think about it!
-Joe-Ok, sorry.
-Becca-No, I'm sorry.
-Joe-Hey, we'll see you soon.
-Becca-Ok. Bye.
-Hangs up phone and turns to Connie.
-Becca-What are we going to do? We have nothing for a party or anything.
-Connie-We'll order pizza and I don't know.
-Joe, Nick, and Kevin show up fifteen minutes later, and Joe asks Becca if he can talk to her. They go outside and Joe stands there before talking.
-Joe-Happy birthday...again.
-Becca-*smiles*-Thanks.
-Joe-*takes something out of his pocket*-Close your eyes.
-Becca-Ok...? *closes eyes though*
-Joe holds up the necklace he had gotten Becca...it is a heart with their initials engraved on it. He moves Becca's hair out of the way and puts it on her. Becca reaches up and touches it and turns to look at Joe.
-Becca-*looks in reflection on sliding door*-Thanks Joe.
-Joe-*kisses her*
-They go back inside and Becca is greeted by Nick and Kevin, who hug her and wish her a happy birthday.
-The five end up just sitting there, listening to music and talking, but noone minds. Nick gets up and goes to the car and comes back holding a cake. He holds it up.
-Nick-It's kinda...melting...the icing....
-Becca-*gets up and goes over to look. It is a white cake from a bakery and it says "Happy birthday Becca" with decorations on it, and in the corner it has "JJ & BD".*
-Nick-Joe's addition...he told them to put it on there.
-Becca-Thank you guys. *Nick puts the cake down, Becca hugs him then Kevin then Joe, holding Joe the longest.*
-The guys sing "Happy Birthday" to Becca, Joe acting all goofy like he's serenading her, getting down on one knee and holding his arms out Becca laughs and pulls him up.
-Becca-That was cheesy Joe.
-Joe-Sorry! *laughing*
-Becca-Thank you again. I love you guys so much.
-She doesn't know what is in store though for the next couple days though.
Chapter 19
-It is a couple days after Becca took the pregnancy test. Connie and Shaylie are IMing back and forth.
------Shaylie---Where is Becca?
------Connie---She's here. She just doesn't want to talk.
------Shaylie--Why?
------Connie--I'll go get her.
-Connie goes to Becca's room and looks in. Becca is still in her bed even though it is noon.
-Connie-Shaylie wants to talk to you.
-Becca-No. I don't want to talk to anyone.
-Connie-Becca, you can't just hide from everyone.
-Becca-Oh yeah? What would you do? Prance around? Like nothing's wrong?
-Connie-*doesn't say anything*
-Becca-*sits up*-See? You don't even know!
-Connie-Oh well.
-Becca-Close the door when you leave.
-Connie-*outside the closed door*-Ok Miss Grouch. *she goes back to her room.*
------Connie--Shaylie, she's busy.
------Shaylie--Is she mad at me?
------Connie--Nooo...not you....not you at ALL.
------Shaylie--Oh no. What's wrong?
------Connie--Long story.
------Shaylie---I've got time.
------Connie-No, I shouldn't tell you. Becca would kill me.
------Shaylie--Come on, u & Becca r my best friends, if there is something wrong with Becca, shouldn't I kno?
------Connie--Okk..I'll tell you.
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-Becca meanwhile starts to cry again. She has been so emotional lately. Feeling sad, hating herself, hating Joe, crying over Joe, hating him....it was a cycle. And she found she needed Joe more than ever.
-She hears a knock on her door, silence, another knock then the door opens and Joe comes in.
-Becca-*doesn't even comment on why he's there*-Please leave me alone.
-Joe-I don't think I should. We have to talk.
-Becca-Oh great.
-Joe-Becca, we really need to.
-Becca-Ok I'll tell you one thing. I took a test....Joe, it was positive.
-Joe-*takes breath*-I know....well...I didn't but I figured. We have to plan.
-Becca-I don't want to plan! I don't want this to be happening!
-Joe-Becca...
-Becca-Don't Becca me...you don't have to deal with this!
-Joe-Yeah...I do...I am part of this problem.
-Becca-*starts crying again, she stands up and goes to him*-Joe...
-Joe-Yeah?
-Becca-I'm scared.
-Joe-*hugs Becca and holds her there*-I'll be there.
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-Kevin who had driven Joe there, goes to Connie and asks her if she wants to hang out. Connie agrees and they leave and go to the movies. Connie finds that being this close to Kevin is nervewracking...but she likes it. In the movie, Kevin puts his arms around Connie's shoulders.
-Afterwards, they go to lunch at the Gazebo. It is a beautiful July day and there is a light breeze blowing through the trees near where Connie and Kevin are sitting.
-Connie-This has been fun.
-Kevin-Yeah...at least it's taking our minds off of....well....the problem.
-Connie-Why does Becca have to get dragged into everything ? Let's not talk about her right now.
-Kevin-Ok...so, let's talk about you and me.
-Connie-Sounds good to me. *smiles at Kevin.*
-Kevin-Well, you know our tour is almost over. And...
-Connie-And...?
-Kevin-*leans forward in his seat*-Connie will you go out with me?
-Connie-I..
-Kevin-Officially?
-Connie-YES!
-Kevin-*laughs*-Wow.
-Connie-Yes, yes yes. Oops...sorry..sounded desparate huh?
-Kevin-Just uh..just a little bit.
-Connie-Sorry.
-Kevin-Well that settles that.
-The day gets alot sunnier and more beautiful after that to Connie.
------Shaylie---Where is Becca?
------Connie---She's here. She just doesn't want to talk.
------Shaylie--Why?
------Connie--I'll go get her.
-Connie goes to Becca's room and looks in. Becca is still in her bed even though it is noon.
-Connie-Shaylie wants to talk to you.
-Becca-No. I don't want to talk to anyone.
-Connie-Becca, you can't just hide from everyone.
-Becca-Oh yeah? What would you do? Prance around? Like nothing's wrong?
-Connie-*doesn't say anything*
-Becca-*sits up*-See? You don't even know!
-Connie-Oh well.
-Becca-Close the door when you leave.
-Connie-*outside the closed door*-Ok Miss Grouch. *she goes back to her room.*
------Connie--Shaylie, she's busy.
------Shaylie--Is she mad at me?
------Connie--Nooo...not you....not you at ALL.
------Shaylie--Oh no. What's wrong?
------Connie--Long story.
------Shaylie---I've got time.
------Connie-No, I shouldn't tell you. Becca would kill me.
------Shaylie--Come on, u & Becca r my best friends, if there is something wrong with Becca, shouldn't I kno?
------Connie--Okk..I'll tell you.
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-Becca meanwhile starts to cry again. She has been so emotional lately. Feeling sad, hating herself, hating Joe, crying over Joe, hating him....it was a cycle. And she found she needed Joe more than ever.
-She hears a knock on her door, silence, another knock then the door opens and Joe comes in.
-Becca-*doesn't even comment on why he's there*-Please leave me alone.
-Joe-I don't think I should. We have to talk.
-Becca-Oh great.
-Joe-Becca, we really need to.
-Becca-Ok I'll tell you one thing. I took a test....Joe, it was positive.
-Joe-*takes breath*-I know....well...I didn't but I figured. We have to plan.
-Becca-I don't want to plan! I don't want this to be happening!
-Joe-Becca...
-Becca-Don't Becca me...you don't have to deal with this!
-Joe-Yeah...I do...I am part of this problem.
-Becca-*starts crying again, she stands up and goes to him*-Joe...
-Joe-Yeah?
-Becca-I'm scared.
-Joe-*hugs Becca and holds her there*-I'll be there.
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-Kevin who had driven Joe there, goes to Connie and asks her if she wants to hang out. Connie agrees and they leave and go to the movies. Connie finds that being this close to Kevin is nervewracking...but she likes it. In the movie, Kevin puts his arms around Connie's shoulders.
-Afterwards, they go to lunch at the Gazebo. It is a beautiful July day and there is a light breeze blowing through the trees near where Connie and Kevin are sitting.
-Connie-This has been fun.
-Kevin-Yeah...at least it's taking our minds off of....well....the problem.
-Connie-Why does Becca have to get dragged into everything ? Let's not talk about her right now.
-Kevin-Ok...so, let's talk about you and me.
-Connie-Sounds good to me. *smiles at Kevin.*
-Kevin-Well, you know our tour is almost over. And...
-Connie-And...?
-Kevin-*leans forward in his seat*-Connie will you go out with me?
-Connie-I..
-Kevin-Officially?
-Connie-YES!
-Kevin-*laughs*-Wow.
-Connie-Yes, yes yes. Oops...sorry..sounded desparate huh?
-Kevin-Just uh..just a little bit.
-Connie-Sorry.
-Kevin-Well that settles that.
-The day gets alot sunnier and more beautiful after that to Connie.
Chapter 18
-....and sees....a blue plus sign. Suddenly she is angry at herself and Joe, her face is frozen and she can't say anything. Nick comes over.
-Nick-What? What does it mean? *looks at the test*
-Becca-*angry*-What the hell do you think it means????
-Nick-*steps back, eyes wide*-Oh crap.
-Becca-*throws the test onto the counter* Yeah ya think? *hurries out of bathroom, pushing past Nick and falling onto the couch, tears coming to eyes*
-Nick-Becca...
-Becca-I don't want to talk. I just want to be left alone.
-Just about then Kevin and Connie come back downstairs laughing and talking, but when they see Becca laying on the couch and Nick standing there looking confused, they stop and join in on looking at Becca.
-Kevin-What's going on? Nick?
-Nick-I didn't do anything...I swear. *holds up hands and takes a couple steps back*
-Kevin-Becca?
-Becca-Don't want to talk about it.
-Connie-Come on Becca...spill.
-Becca-*starts crying and sits up and looks at Kevin and Connie. Kevin holds up one finger*
-Kevin-Hold that thought. *goes to the bathroom and starts to close the door behind him, but sees the pregnancy test on the counter and picks it up and holds it up so that Connie and everyone can see it. He doesn't know what to make of it.* -What is this?
-Becca-What???!
-Connie-Kevin....dont tell me you're that dumb!!!
-Kevin-*stares at it, then mouth drops*-BECCA?
-Becca-*grabs the throw pillow and pushes it against her face and screams*
-Nick-Whoa.
-Connie-Becca, what was it???
-Becca-Positive.
-Kevin-*drops the test*-Since when???
-Becca-*gets what he is talking about*-May.
-Kevin-OHHHHHHH. No.
-Connie-Sorry, but can you two leave? Becca needs some time to herself.
-Kevin-I'm going to sit right here. *sits down in chair and looks at Becca*
-Nick-*wants to leave*-Kevin...come on....you heard Connie.
-Kevin-*stares at Becca, but figures she won't say anything so he stands up*-Ok. But....
-Nick-*pulls on Kevin's arm like a 5 year old*-Kevin come on please....
-Kevin-Ok, but I am going to get to the bottom of this soon.
-Becca-OMG. I am not staying down here if that is what you are going to do. *leaves and runs upstairs*
-Kevin looks at Connie and then turns to Nick.
-Kevin-Let's go. *they leave and Connie follows Becca and finds her sobbing her eyes out*
-Nick-What? What does it mean? *looks at the test*
-Becca-*angry*-What the hell do you think it means????
-Nick-*steps back, eyes wide*-Oh crap.
-Becca-*throws the test onto the counter* Yeah ya think? *hurries out of bathroom, pushing past Nick and falling onto the couch, tears coming to eyes*
-Nick-Becca...
-Becca-I don't want to talk. I just want to be left alone.
-Just about then Kevin and Connie come back downstairs laughing and talking, but when they see Becca laying on the couch and Nick standing there looking confused, they stop and join in on looking at Becca.
-Kevin-What's going on? Nick?
-Nick-I didn't do anything...I swear. *holds up hands and takes a couple steps back*
-Kevin-Becca?
-Becca-Don't want to talk about it.
-Connie-Come on Becca...spill.
-Becca-*starts crying and sits up and looks at Kevin and Connie. Kevin holds up one finger*
-Kevin-Hold that thought. *goes to the bathroom and starts to close the door behind him, but sees the pregnancy test on the counter and picks it up and holds it up so that Connie and everyone can see it. He doesn't know what to make of it.* -What is this?
-Becca-What???!
-Connie-Kevin....dont tell me you're that dumb!!!
-Kevin-*stares at it, then mouth drops*-BECCA?
-Becca-*grabs the throw pillow and pushes it against her face and screams*
-Nick-Whoa.
-Connie-Becca, what was it???
-Becca-Positive.
-Kevin-*drops the test*-Since when???
-Becca-*gets what he is talking about*-May.
-Kevin-OHHHHHHH. No.
-Connie-Sorry, but can you two leave? Becca needs some time to herself.
-Kevin-I'm going to sit right here. *sits down in chair and looks at Becca*
-Nick-*wants to leave*-Kevin...come on....you heard Connie.
-Kevin-*stares at Becca, but figures she won't say anything so he stands up*-Ok. But....
-Nick-*pulls on Kevin's arm like a 5 year old*-Kevin come on please....
-Kevin-Ok, but I am going to get to the bottom of this soon.
-Becca-OMG. I am not staying down here if that is what you are going to do. *leaves and runs upstairs*
-Kevin looks at Connie and then turns to Nick.
-Kevin-Let's go. *they leave and Connie follows Becca and finds her sobbing her eyes out*
Chapter 17
-The next day Connie keeps getting text after text from Katie apologizing. Connie doesn't answer any of them, and she doesn't want to talk to Kevin, who comes over with Nick in tow. Nick actually doesn't know why he came over, but he does know once he sees Becca sitting outside by herself.
-Kevin-Hey Becca.
-Becca-Hey Kevin...Connie's inside...but I don't know if she will talk to you.
-Kevin-Well I'm going to hope she does! *goes on inside, closing the door behind him. Nick stands there in front of Becca*
-Becca-Aren't you going inside?
-Nick-No. Look, I'm sorry about telling Joe, it just kind of came out.
-Becca-It's okay. Really. I'm kinda glad he knows...even if he doesn't want to talk to me.
-Nick-I just want to tell you that I want to be here for you. If Joe doesn't want to...
-Becca-Fine.
-Nick-Well, I was just wanting you to know. Do you know if you actually...are...?
-Becca-No. I bought a test....I was going to take it ....maybe now.
-Nick-You want me to wait?
-Becca-Sure. If you don't mind.
-So the two go inside and Becca goes upstairs and to her dresser and reaches into her top drawer and brings out the test. She stands and stares at it in her hand heart pounding. She hears Kevin and Connie talking in the room next to hers, well..Kevin trying to talk, but Connie isn't talking. Becca sighs, there are problems all around her, but right now she needs to focus on this problem. She goes back downstairs to find Nick standing against the wall, staring at the ceiling arms across his chest. He looks at Becca when she passes him to go into the bathroom.
-Nick-Good luck.
-Becca-*frowns*-Thanks.
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-Kevin-Please Connie...just talk to me. Ok? I'm sorry that happened last night. I really am. It was just...it didn't mean anything. She is way too young for me...you know that.
-Connie-Yeah...but...
-Kevin-Please Connie...just forgive and forget....I like you...a lot and I don't know how to show you.
-Connie-You like me? Since when? *says sarcastically, but has to smile over at him. She notices how cute he looks...his dark curls perfect and his hazel eyes shining*
-Kevin-I thought you knew.
-Connie-I was kidding! Kevin!
-Kevin-Connie...are you actually going to talk to me now?
-Connie-I apologize. It was just a game...I just blew up and I'm really really really really really really really really really really reall...*Kevin stops her by leaning in and kissing her.*
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-Becca meanwhile is finding out if the test is positive or negative. She and Nick are sitting outside the bathroom, barely talking. She waits for the kitchen timer to go off, when it does, she stands and goes back to the bathroom and picks up the test. Nick stands too and looks at her. Becca looks down at the test and sees....
-Kevin-Hey Becca.
-Becca-Hey Kevin...Connie's inside...but I don't know if she will talk to you.
-Kevin-Well I'm going to hope she does! *goes on inside, closing the door behind him. Nick stands there in front of Becca*
-Becca-Aren't you going inside?
-Nick-No. Look, I'm sorry about telling Joe, it just kind of came out.
-Becca-It's okay. Really. I'm kinda glad he knows...even if he doesn't want to talk to me.
-Nick-I just want to tell you that I want to be here for you. If Joe doesn't want to...
-Becca-Fine.
-Nick-Well, I was just wanting you to know. Do you know if you actually...are...?
-Becca-No. I bought a test....I was going to take it ....maybe now.
-Nick-You want me to wait?
-Becca-Sure. If you don't mind.
-So the two go inside and Becca goes upstairs and to her dresser and reaches into her top drawer and brings out the test. She stands and stares at it in her hand heart pounding. She hears Kevin and Connie talking in the room next to hers, well..Kevin trying to talk, but Connie isn't talking. Becca sighs, there are problems all around her, but right now she needs to focus on this problem. She goes back downstairs to find Nick standing against the wall, staring at the ceiling arms across his chest. He looks at Becca when she passes him to go into the bathroom.
-Nick-Good luck.
-Becca-*frowns*-Thanks.
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-Kevin-Please Connie...just talk to me. Ok? I'm sorry that happened last night. I really am. It was just...it didn't mean anything. She is way too young for me...you know that.
-Connie-Yeah...but...
-Kevin-Please Connie...just forgive and forget....I like you...a lot and I don't know how to show you.
-Connie-You like me? Since when? *says sarcastically, but has to smile over at him. She notices how cute he looks...his dark curls perfect and his hazel eyes shining*
-Kevin-I thought you knew.
-Connie-I was kidding! Kevin!
-Kevin-Connie...are you actually going to talk to me now?
-Connie-I apologize. It was just a game...I just blew up and I'm really really really really really really really really really really reall...*Kevin stops her by leaning in and kissing her.*
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-Becca meanwhile is finding out if the test is positive or negative. She and Nick are sitting outside the bathroom, barely talking. She waits for the kitchen timer to go off, when it does, she stands and goes back to the bathroom and picks up the test. Nick stands too and looks at her. Becca looks down at the test and sees....
Chapter 16
*Flashback*
-Becca-I never thought I would have to come to Wal-Mart for this reason! *She and Rene are standing in the aisle between the pregnancy tests and shampoo. Becca is pretending to be looking at the shampoo, her back to the tests. RENE is looking at them*
-Rene-Ha! Look what they're above! *Becca turns and sees condoms*
-Becca-RENEE! This isn't time for joking!
-Rene-Sorry!!!!!! Should I ask if you and Joe used one of these? *points to a box*
-Becca-NO! gahh! We didn't plan it! Now I'm just going to grab the test closest to me, and then can we please leave?
-Rene-Yeha. Here. *hands her a test and Becca looks around quickly before heading to the nearest empty checkout. When the woman rings up the test, she looks at Becca.*
-Becca-Rene, I can't believe Connie made us come in here for her! This is embarrassing!
-Rene-*joins the coverup*-I know! Embarrass us why doesn't she?
-Becca-Definitely. *grins at the woman at the register and pays for the test.*
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-Kevin-Connie....please don't act like this. *puts hand on her arm*
-Connie-*pulls away and glares at him*-I have a right to. I think we're just going to play an innocent game and then I leave for 5 seconds and come back to find some other girl totally making out with MY boyfriend.
-Kevin-Connie...we're not going out yet!
-Connie-...we're not?
-Kevin-No...I said after the tour.
-Connie-WHY DID YOU LEAD ME ON???
-Kevin-I never led you on. I don't do that.
-Connie-*is about to scream again, but Becca gets up off the couch and comes over and grabs her shoulders and shakes her.*
-Becca-Connie! Please don't scream! Ok?? It was a mistake....just listen to Kevin!
-Connie-*glares at Becca and pushes her away, Becca stumbles and Joe stands up and catches her before she falls*-Don't tell me what to do! How would you feel if you found Joe making out with another girl?
-Becca-*struggles out of Joe's arms*-I would try to understand. Try to talk it out. Not yell.
-Joe-How did I get dragged into this? *points at Connie*
-Nick and Rene stand up and look at each other, rolling their eyes. Nick goes to the kitchen and doesn't come back. He can't take drama. Rene looks between Connie and Kevin then back again. Her eyes go to Becca and Joe, who are standing beside each other, watching the scene unfold.
-Rene-Can you please stop Connie?
-Connie-NO! KEVIN JUST LEAVE OK? JUST GO.
-Kevin-Ok. Whatever.
-Walks out the door and Nick starts to stand, and then tries to decide if he should follow or not. He sits back down and watches Connie and the others.
-Becca-Connie. You will regret this.
-Connie-Don't tell me what I will regret. This isn't as bad as what's going on with you!
-Rene-Connie..don't bring that up.
-Joe-*acts innocent, trying to show that he doesn't know what is going on, but he does*-Bring what up? *looks at Becca.*
-Becca-*looks at Nick, who shrugs*-Nothing Joe.
-Joe-Nothing? What is going on around here? Becca, you decide to tell my brother first and not me?
-Becca-Joe...I didn't want to tell you.
-Joe-Oh...like I wasn't going to find out anyway?
-Becca-I just...
-Joe-Don't bother.
-Leaves as well, leaving Becca standing there staring, not knowing what to do.
-Connie-Nick...will you leave now?
-Nick-*looks offended*-What did I do?
-Connie-JUST LEAVE!
-Nick-I want to actually. *gets up from table and walks out the door after Joe*
-Rene-*turns to Connie*-Connie..
-Connie-Don't even go there! *goes upstairs and slams her bedroom door*
-Becca-I can't take this anymore! *sits down on couch and closes her eyes*
-Rene-Don't worry. Everything will turn out ok...I hope.
-Becca-I never thought I would have to come to Wal-Mart for this reason! *She and Rene are standing in the aisle between the pregnancy tests and shampoo. Becca is pretending to be looking at the shampoo, her back to the tests. RENE is looking at them*
-Rene-Ha! Look what they're above! *Becca turns and sees condoms*
-Becca-RENEE! This isn't time for joking!
-Rene-Sorry!!!!!! Should I ask if you and Joe used one of these? *points to a box*
-Becca-NO! gahh! We didn't plan it! Now I'm just going to grab the test closest to me, and then can we please leave?
-Rene-Yeha. Here. *hands her a test and Becca looks around quickly before heading to the nearest empty checkout. When the woman rings up the test, she looks at Becca.*
-Becca-Rene, I can't believe Connie made us come in here for her! This is embarrassing!
-Rene-*joins the coverup*-I know! Embarrass us why doesn't she?
-Becca-Definitely. *grins at the woman at the register and pays for the test.*
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-Kevin-Connie....please don't act like this. *puts hand on her arm*
-Connie-*pulls away and glares at him*-I have a right to. I think we're just going to play an innocent game and then I leave for 5 seconds and come back to find some other girl totally making out with MY boyfriend.
-Kevin-Connie...we're not going out yet!
-Connie-...we're not?
-Kevin-No...I said after the tour.
-Connie-WHY DID YOU LEAD ME ON???
-Kevin-I never led you on. I don't do that.
-Connie-*is about to scream again, but Becca gets up off the couch and comes over and grabs her shoulders and shakes her.*
-Becca-Connie! Please don't scream! Ok?? It was a mistake....just listen to Kevin!
-Connie-*glares at Becca and pushes her away, Becca stumbles and Joe stands up and catches her before she falls*-Don't tell me what to do! How would you feel if you found Joe making out with another girl?
-Becca-*struggles out of Joe's arms*-I would try to understand. Try to talk it out. Not yell.
-Joe-How did I get dragged into this? *points at Connie*
-Nick and Rene stand up and look at each other, rolling their eyes. Nick goes to the kitchen and doesn't come back. He can't take drama. Rene looks between Connie and Kevin then back again. Her eyes go to Becca and Joe, who are standing beside each other, watching the scene unfold.
-Rene-Can you please stop Connie?
-Connie-NO! KEVIN JUST LEAVE OK? JUST GO.
-Kevin-Ok. Whatever.
-Walks out the door and Nick starts to stand, and then tries to decide if he should follow or not. He sits back down and watches Connie and the others.
-Becca-Connie. You will regret this.
-Connie-Don't tell me what I will regret. This isn't as bad as what's going on with you!
-Rene-Connie..don't bring that up.
-Joe-*acts innocent, trying to show that he doesn't know what is going on, but he does*-Bring what up? *looks at Becca.*
-Becca-*looks at Nick, who shrugs*-Nothing Joe.
-Joe-Nothing? What is going on around here? Becca, you decide to tell my brother first and not me?
-Becca-Joe...I didn't want to tell you.
-Joe-Oh...like I wasn't going to find out anyway?
-Becca-I just...
-Joe-Don't bother.
-Leaves as well, leaving Becca standing there staring, not knowing what to do.
-Connie-Nick...will you leave now?
-Nick-*looks offended*-What did I do?
-Connie-JUST LEAVE!
-Nick-I want to actually. *gets up from table and walks out the door after Joe*
-Rene-*turns to Connie*-Connie..
-Connie-Don't even go there! *goes upstairs and slams her bedroom door*
-Becca-I can't take this anymore! *sits down on couch and closes her eyes*
-Rene-Don't worry. Everything will turn out ok...I hope.
chapter 15
-Rene-Oh Becca...*goes to her and hugs her*
-connie comes down the stairs and sees Becca crying. Rene shakes her head at Connie like "dont' bother her". But Connie says something anyway.
-Connie-Becca? What's going on?
-Becca-Nothing. I just don't feel good. Stomach bug.
-Connie-Ah...that sucks.
-Becca-*turns to look at her and shrugs*
-Connie goes back upstairs and Rene turns back to Becca.
-Rene-Becca. Are you sure? You know..
-Becca-Yeah. Pretty much.
-Rene-I don't know what you are going to do.
-Becca-Me neither!!! I just can't believe this could happen!
-Rene-Well if you didn't, well...if Joe didn't use a con...Connie! *Becca whips around and sees Connie still standing on the stairs. Connie is staring at Becca, mouth wide open.*
-Becca-Connie...
-Connie doesn't say anything, just runs back upstairs. Becca holds the stair railing tightly, her head is spinning and she feels like she is going to pass out.
-Rene-I'll go talk to her. It's a shock to her. Cause she didn't know about you and Joe...
-Becca-No. Don't. She's pissed.
-Rene-Ok. I won't talk to HER. But YOU have to talk to Joe....he needs to know what's going on.
-Becca-Joe. *says distantly*
-Rene-Yes.
-Becca-Nay-Nay will you go with me?
-Rene-Where?
-Becca-I'm not going to procrastinate. I'm going to Wal-Mart to buy a pregnancy test.
-Rene-Yeah. I'll go with you.
-Becca-Thanks.
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-Joe, Nick and Kevin get some downtime and are around the laptop checking their Myspace and Sodahead.
-Nick-Guys..I think there's something wrong with Becca.
-Joe and Kevin look at him at the same time...-What?
-Nick-You didn't notice how she acted when we were at graduation?
-Joe-*nods*-Actually....yeah....I did notice......
-Kevin- I didn't notice.
-Joe-I need to talk to her then.
-Nick-Yeah. I just have this weird feeling.
-Kevin-Well call her.
-Joe-*fiddles thumbs*-Ask her if she's mad at me.
-Nick-Ok? *goes off so he's alone and dials Becca's cell phone number. It rings a few times before Becca picks up.*-Hello?
-Becca-Nick?
-Nick-What are you doing?
-Becca-*gets quiet and doesn't answer*
-Nick-BECCA?
-Becca-Nick....I can't....I'm at the store.
-Nick-Why?
-Becca-You're so nosey...but....if I tell you why I'm here...
-Nick-You're really going to tell me?
-Becca-Nick, don't tell Joe...please don't tell him...
-Nick-I won't...why would I?
-Becca-Nick...I'm here buying a pregnancy test.
-Nick-Ok..I'm not stupid. Really, what are you doing?
-Becca-Nick...that's what I'm doing...I think I'm pregnant.
-Nick-*swallows*-No.
-Becca-Yes. Nick.
-Nick-*can't breathe, can't say anything, his mouth has gone dry and he drops the phone and hurries to the bathroom to puke. He doesn't know why HE'S feeling like this, but he feels like he should be like this. For Joe.
-Joe goes to find Nick to see if he's gotten news but he only finds Nick's phone on the floor in the bunk area. Joe picks it up and sees that Nick had been talking to Becca.
-Joe-Hey...Becca?
-Becca hears that Joe is on, and she prays that Nick didn't go to tell him so Becca doesn't say anything.
-Joe-Becca? I know you're there. Or...not. *ends phone call and throws the phone on Nick's bed and walks down the hall and sees the bathroom light on and looks in.*-Nick? What's going on?
-Nick-*sitting against wall breathing slowly trying to get rid of the queasy feeling*-I don't know if I should tell you...
-Joe-GO. Just tell me. I'll find out anyway.
-Nick-No...just wait till we get back to Franklin tomorrow.
-Joe-NO! NICK TELL ME NOW. *pulls Nick up off the floor holding onto the front of his shirt near the neck, staring into Nick's brown eyes*
-Nick-Ok...I will...
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-Becca hides the pregnancy test in her dresser, not wanting to look at it or take it. She's afraid of what it will tell her. Connie tiptoes around Becca who won't stop crying.
-The next day the guys show up and Rene comes over. The friends are going to have a welcome back party...an early one...but...still..
-Joe won't look at Becca, and Nick tries to be understanding, but Becca doesn't talk to either. She kinda figures that Nick told Joe.
-The friends are sitting in a circle in Connie's and Becca's living room. Becca sits down on the couch, she doesn't want to talk or laugh or be a part of anything....especially with Joe acting the way he was.
-Connie-We should play Truth or Dare.
-Kevin-Truth or Dare? *looks at Connie like she's crazy*
-Connie-What? I think it's fun!
-Rene-Let's play it come on!
-Joe laughs and looks back at Becca, who doesn't meet his eyes.
-That's when the door opens and Katie, Connie's and Becca's friend from Sodahead, walks in. She had been planning on visiting so Becca and Connie weren't surprised to see her. She smiles at everyone, shyly at the Jonas Brothers,and widely at C & B. She is introduced to Rene before joining the circle.
-Connie-We're playing Truth or Dare.
-Katie-OOOH! Yay!
-Connie-*the phone rings, she gets up and answers it and rolls her eyes and goes upstairs to take the call.*
-Rene-I'll go first...Katie? You need initiation.
-Katie-Nothing bad! Nothing gross.
-Rene-Ok Truth or Dare?
-Katie-*looks at Kevin*-Dare.
-Rene-*doesn't know that Connie and Kevin have something going on between them*-I dare you to....make out with Kevin.
-Kevin-*looks startled*
-Joe-Whoa............
-Nick-Um.
-Becca-Rene...
-Rene-No. She has to take it now.
-Katie-Ohkay. *gets up and goes over to Kevin, who looks pleadingly at the others, but Rene tells him it's just a dare..don't worry, so he gives in*
-Connie-Oh my gosh, my mom....*is at the bottom of the stairs and sees Katie and Kevin making out. Connie hurries over and pulls Katie away from Kevin.*-What the hell do you think you're doing???!
-Katie-Connie...
-Connie-Get out of my house...NOW!
-Joe-It was just a dare.
-Kevin-Connie...
-Connie-You are too young for Kevin!!!!
-Katie-It didn't mean...
-Connie-Go!
-She starts yelling and Becca who's already emotional, holds her hands to her ears and stares at Joe, who won't turn around.
-Connie-GET OUT OF MY HOUSE!
-connie comes down the stairs and sees Becca crying. Rene shakes her head at Connie like "dont' bother her". But Connie says something anyway.
-Connie-Becca? What's going on?
-Becca-Nothing. I just don't feel good. Stomach bug.
-Connie-Ah...that sucks.
-Becca-*turns to look at her and shrugs*
-Connie goes back upstairs and Rene turns back to Becca.
-Rene-Becca. Are you sure? You know..
-Becca-Yeah. Pretty much.
-Rene-I don't know what you are going to do.
-Becca-Me neither!!! I just can't believe this could happen!
-Rene-Well if you didn't, well...if Joe didn't use a con...Connie! *Becca whips around and sees Connie still standing on the stairs. Connie is staring at Becca, mouth wide open.*
-Becca-Connie...
-Connie doesn't say anything, just runs back upstairs. Becca holds the stair railing tightly, her head is spinning and she feels like she is going to pass out.
-Rene-I'll go talk to her. It's a shock to her. Cause she didn't know about you and Joe...
-Becca-No. Don't. She's pissed.
-Rene-Ok. I won't talk to HER. But YOU have to talk to Joe....he needs to know what's going on.
-Becca-Joe. *says distantly*
-Rene-Yes.
-Becca-Nay-Nay will you go with me?
-Rene-Where?
-Becca-I'm not going to procrastinate. I'm going to Wal-Mart to buy a pregnancy test.
-Rene-Yeah. I'll go with you.
-Becca-Thanks.
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-Joe, Nick and Kevin get some downtime and are around the laptop checking their Myspace and Sodahead.
-Nick-Guys..I think there's something wrong with Becca.
-Joe and Kevin look at him at the same time...-What?
-Nick-You didn't notice how she acted when we were at graduation?
-Joe-*nods*-Actually....yeah....I did notice......
-Kevin- I didn't notice.
-Joe-I need to talk to her then.
-Nick-Yeah. I just have this weird feeling.
-Kevin-Well call her.
-Joe-*fiddles thumbs*-Ask her if she's mad at me.
-Nick-Ok? *goes off so he's alone and dials Becca's cell phone number. It rings a few times before Becca picks up.*-Hello?
-Becca-Nick?
-Nick-What are you doing?
-Becca-*gets quiet and doesn't answer*
-Nick-BECCA?
-Becca-Nick....I can't....I'm at the store.
-Nick-Why?
-Becca-You're so nosey...but....if I tell you why I'm here...
-Nick-You're really going to tell me?
-Becca-Nick, don't tell Joe...please don't tell him...
-Nick-I won't...why would I?
-Becca-Nick...I'm here buying a pregnancy test.
-Nick-Ok..I'm not stupid. Really, what are you doing?
-Becca-Nick...that's what I'm doing...I think I'm pregnant.
-Nick-*swallows*-No.
-Becca-Yes. Nick.
-Nick-*can't breathe, can't say anything, his mouth has gone dry and he drops the phone and hurries to the bathroom to puke. He doesn't know why HE'S feeling like this, but he feels like he should be like this. For Joe.
-Joe goes to find Nick to see if he's gotten news but he only finds Nick's phone on the floor in the bunk area. Joe picks it up and sees that Nick had been talking to Becca.
-Joe-Hey...Becca?
-Becca hears that Joe is on, and she prays that Nick didn't go to tell him so Becca doesn't say anything.
-Joe-Becca? I know you're there. Or...not. *ends phone call and throws the phone on Nick's bed and walks down the hall and sees the bathroom light on and looks in.*-Nick? What's going on?
-Nick-*sitting against wall breathing slowly trying to get rid of the queasy feeling*-I don't know if I should tell you...
-Joe-GO. Just tell me. I'll find out anyway.
-Nick-No...just wait till we get back to Franklin tomorrow.
-Joe-NO! NICK TELL ME NOW. *pulls Nick up off the floor holding onto the front of his shirt near the neck, staring into Nick's brown eyes*
-Nick-Ok...I will...
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-Becca hides the pregnancy test in her dresser, not wanting to look at it or take it. She's afraid of what it will tell her. Connie tiptoes around Becca who won't stop crying.
-The next day the guys show up and Rene comes over. The friends are going to have a welcome back party...an early one...but...still..
-Joe won't look at Becca, and Nick tries to be understanding, but Becca doesn't talk to either. She kinda figures that Nick told Joe.
-The friends are sitting in a circle in Connie's and Becca's living room. Becca sits down on the couch, she doesn't want to talk or laugh or be a part of anything....especially with Joe acting the way he was.
-Connie-We should play Truth or Dare.
-Kevin-Truth or Dare? *looks at Connie like she's crazy*
-Connie-What? I think it's fun!
-Rene-Let's play it come on!
-Joe laughs and looks back at Becca, who doesn't meet his eyes.
-That's when the door opens and Katie, Connie's and Becca's friend from Sodahead, walks in. She had been planning on visiting so Becca and Connie weren't surprised to see her. She smiles at everyone, shyly at the Jonas Brothers,and widely at C & B. She is introduced to Rene before joining the circle.
-Connie-We're playing Truth or Dare.
-Katie-OOOH! Yay!
-Connie-*the phone rings, she gets up and answers it and rolls her eyes and goes upstairs to take the call.*
-Rene-I'll go first...Katie? You need initiation.
-Katie-Nothing bad! Nothing gross.
-Rene-Ok Truth or Dare?
-Katie-*looks at Kevin*-Dare.
-Rene-*doesn't know that Connie and Kevin have something going on between them*-I dare you to....make out with Kevin.
-Kevin-*looks startled*
-Joe-Whoa............
-Nick-Um.
-Becca-Rene...
-Rene-No. She has to take it now.
-Katie-Ohkay. *gets up and goes over to Kevin, who looks pleadingly at the others, but Rene tells him it's just a dare..don't worry, so he gives in*
-Connie-Oh my gosh, my mom....*is at the bottom of the stairs and sees Katie and Kevin making out. Connie hurries over and pulls Katie away from Kevin.*-What the hell do you think you're doing???!
-Katie-Connie...
-Connie-Get out of my house...NOW!
-Joe-It was just a dare.
-Kevin-Connie...
-Connie-You are too young for Kevin!!!!
-Katie-It didn't mean...
-Connie-Go!
-She starts yelling and Becca who's already emotional, holds her hands to her ears and stares at Joe, who won't turn around.
-Connie-GET OUT OF MY HOUSE!
