I want "him" he would be all mine, for better or worst. The dark, the light, he fills me with love and joy. He love's both the sun and the moon, just like I, I want to be with him. i want him to... but the is better for him and when I'm a sleep his out feasting, so when comes back he will apply himself to me, as I will too him. I'm in love with him and no one can tell me different. he goes out almost every other week, to go out and eat, not to harm the one he love's. He's so attained as to not go so far, with touching me "crazy", he thinks I break pretty easly; I told him that he can't and will not break me. One night when we went out, we went on the beach, we watch the wave's moving in the water, and the moonlight it was dazzling, to be there with him. The atmosphere was just right, but I guess I was a little to slow (I was thinking of how, and what to do) because he was already running his cold hand down my back and gave me chills. I had to brace myself. But I tryed to keep my cool, but i guess that did'nt work as I planed, I was shaking a little (and he did'nt even do anything to me, but run his hand down my back) how embrassing. He look at me and smiled, (OMG i could just melt from his touch)he leand forward and kissed me. His lips were soft and cold, when we kissed I put my arms around him, I slowly got up on my knee's, he as both arms around, I crawd over top of him, I was on his lap still kissing him. The way the rush of pleasure camed by just kissing him it was so overwhelming I started to moan. It was an extraordinary feeling that I will never foreget. It was clearly that he wanted me, and of course i wanted him too. I could'nt explain the exoticness to want to "extend" more of these feeling's, and go after him like a hungry loin, that as not eaten for days ( I guess because am a girl, and his so sexy and the love of my life. "I want him to explore me" like if I was an ancient cave) I started kissing him hard. We stop kissins ( and "wow" did i need to breath) he put his tongue on my neck, and was tracing my neck with his tongue. He started sucking on my neck, and it felt so, so great. Then something unexpected happen; he started sucking my neck extreamly hard, I was in so much pain. Tears begain to fill my eye's, and the thing i know they just comed out. He saw them. Because they wet his cheek, he looked up and saw the tears, he let me go, his arms was'nt around me anymore he put me down in the sand gently, and then told me he was sorry and will never do it again. I look up at him,his eye's where filled with anger and his eye's where dark as the night sky, I can tell that he was disgusted and anger with himself