i was with my boyfriend on the first day of school and he gave me a note saying he wanted to be friends but he said he still cared of course me being an idiot i thought he meant until my friend chasity r. told me he admitted to leaving me for some1 else that really tore me apart and i was devastated to hear it so... i confronted him he said he didnt then that particular some1 told me he said and i quote "i told katy i wanted to see other people" i was really mad and hurt but i dont know why i took it out on myself i realized its not worth the heartache and fuss so i got over it and im gonna stay single for a long long long long time and see if i can find some 1 who wont treat me like a stepping stone.

recently ive wondered why guys are like the way they are, i mean they tell you things just so they can kiss you and then you try 2 call back and they dont answer some some reason and you spend weeks even months crying ur eyes out 2 find it was all a joke 2 make you feel worse then when they call u back , they say and i quote "ive found some one new" and u feel depressed, u ask them how long they have been together and he says that even when u 2 were dating. u say "ok" and hang up 2 cry ur eyes out even more cause u find out that hes been cheating on u. every now and then theres an acceptional boy that reats u right in ur life they make u feel special and then all of a sudden its over and he'll come back when his life is in order..........yea right he left u 4 another gurl